Tuesday, November 9, 2010

A special delivery for you :)





.: WISHES :.

I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart



.:I LIKE HIM BUT I LOVE YOU:.

Reminiscence of all three plays, between you,me and him

KA: There was someone,who entered, into your life when he was sincerely with you.and not so-fortunately, you liked the new person more.I guessed I should shoot you to death.But I didn't

FI: I was in the position to make finalized arbitration,overtake of my own hopelessness
,to completely be his special part.Of the deflected consequence,I would have him and lose you.I should have done it.immediately.without hesitation.But I didn't

KM: I was just trying to find my way out.But you had put an undercover restraint toward me..,
not to seek the forth person.And,fractionally, I wanted to pursue non-compliance toward your demand,as that was 'me' time.I was in need of my want.I thought I should ignore yours.But I didn't

Affirmative to all my 'DID NOT' s.,I did those.., not because I wanted to please you,or for you,to praise me.It was plainly because I,in just liking HIMS but I,in absolute loving YOU

.: SAYING:.

"God creates you as my bestie because He knows my mom cannot handle us,both, as SISTERS"

ROTFL ............................................................................................................................


at last.., "Happy 18th Birthday,KIASATINA OTHMAN"
p/s: I always sayang u lebih dari u sayang i lah.hehe
IM NOT A LESBO. YOUR CRITICAL THINKING DOES NOT IMPLIES ON THIS STATEMENT




Monday, November 8, 2010

Sometimes a broken heart is a happy heart




Wittily uttered,through lives,.I'm hoping from a big fat nothing toward a skinny skim something. becoming gay for glee. hallucinated .

on the array of my life, i rummage my sealed heart to find the meaning of love. without any secondly hesitation, i know how to wait quietly, i know how to fake smile and i know how to manage a good laugh. to be exact, im running away from being too dependent and broken


sometimes it's comely and unburden some , other times it will be a rough walks with its up and downs, turns and twists..however somehow,it reminds me why to stay alive and it even give me the glimpse of heaven

yes,..when I bite off more than I can chew.,through this all,there is no doubt. I eat it up and spit it out. Face it all and I stand tall, and I do it my way. I set him free because I love him. and because I love him,I lock myself up. Hoping him to release me.


"The worst pain in the world is knowing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. But, life goes on once you realize your own strength inside of you: the strength to realize that saying goodbye doesn't mean that you don't love the person anymore or that you don't want to keep them in your life. It doesn't mean you're weak. It means that you've the strength to let go and live your life to the fullest because you've learned that life really is good. You are strong and can only be as happy as you choose."
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